Doushite? Doushite? (version: depression weeks)

When that work does not initially assign to U...but at the end....U have to finish it and deliver it to client~~~AND must finish it within 2 weeks???....how did U'll feel? (>_<) goshhhh I feel soooo....*!#&$^% (yerp,U may fill in the blank with what ever word that most suitable I guess!!) huhu...everyday is a miserable day until I feel "Maybe I should invisible myself suddendly?? Maybe I should enjoy eating durians back at hometown rather than make myself watch'n this coding for a whoollleeee weeks from night to day and day to night untill feel like to vomit??" Have U ever feel like want to eat a human being alive? or feel like want to kill someone with a high-tech machine gun? That what I'm feel right now...the problem is not from me but why that I've must take a full-responsibility for that? Doushite? Doushite?

Yes,
life sometime is hard
life sometime is miserable
life sometime is depressed
but,
we must keep it on and think positively?optimisticly?cheerfully?

Dear God,hope I can get through my whole weeks and another weeks with full blessing from You. Aminn (-_-)

mood: I'm in depression..someone plz take me faraway from here.Onegai!!
today's song: Tobira from Arashi (song that full of supportive word lol)